Archiving Dayre Posts

5 Sep 2017

Started on #30daysofbiblelettering a few days late so trying to catch up now.

I was baptised last last Saturday. Yay! It took me quite a while because I missed the previous session due to an overseas wedding.

Went out for dinner with Ray's and my family at Wheeler's Estate to celebrate and we went to grab drinks at our wedding venue, The Summerhouse after.

I just watched a movie called A Case for Christ and got really motivated to pray. I usually just say the Lord's prayer, once in awhile I'll talk to Him.

Just now as I was watching the show, it pointed me to a verse Ezekiel 11:19 and I felt like I had to pray for my family. So I did.

The moment I opened my mouth, I felt his presence. The hairs on my arms raised and I just felt waves of happiness crashing on me. Seriously is 一波未平，一波又起 but in a good way. I never felt so close to Him.

Then, I prayed for my awful dad too. I felt very agitated when I spoke to Him about him at first. Tears kept rolling down and I couldn't help it. But at the end of it, i felt calm and very peaceful. I think He will help me deal with this in His way.

I also prayed for R because he said his hotel room was really creepy.

To me it just looks old but he said when he got in, the window was opened, he could hear the door banging (because of diff in air pressure) and the lights in his room was flickering.

Another part of the hotel room which I told him to put things on the chairs before he sleeps just in case something sits on it tonight to disturb him. Haha

2 Oct 2017

Sometimes I think that people will judge me if I don't want to continue running the centre anymore. R got me a very valid excuse to sell the centre but he's procrastinating so much that I don't feel the urge to sell the bz too. Now that it's the end of the year when the bz is the lowest it's even harder to sell.

My eczema on my lips is back with vengeance as the wedding day draws nearer. I can really feel the stress now... Ahhhhhhhhhh

5 Oct 2017

Attack of the same parent. Omg. Idk whether if it's because I'm sick but I was so agitated when I was speaking to her that I was shaking. You know when you're seriously fuming because you're so so angry that you lose control of your body.

So now the drama is because her son stopped taking some subjects because he was done with N levels. So naturally she won't get the bulk discounts anymore because he's only taking one subj. But she insisted I give her the discounts because he used to take more.

Like wth, you're not taking that number if subjs now so you're not entitled to the discounts. Is that so hard to understand? She kept insisting I should divide the price of the fees by the number of subjs taken.

Super 计较 that $10 $20. I already made so many exceptions like letting her pay at the end of the month when everyone else pays at the start, letting her not pay for lessons her sons missed last minute when he's supposed to give mc or advance notice. What more do u want from me?!

I did not give in this time round because I had enough of her and her bs. To think that I gave her son so many extra free lessons, she has the cheek to say that 是你自己要给的. Come on, if her son is smart and even just hardworking enough, would I need to give those extra lessons?

气死我了