Archiving Dayre Posts
31 Mar 2017
Unreasonable parents! Sometimes I just feel like screaming at them. Seriously BTH them anymore!
Isn't it sad that I hate work and the job because of the parents and not because of the students?
How can such unreasonable and ill-mannered people exist? Did you leave your manners at home? Or do you not have one to begin with?
Isn't it sad that I hate work and the job because of the parents and not because of the students?
How can such unreasonable and ill-mannered people exist? Did you leave your manners at home? Or do you not have one to begin with?
My day is just gone like that. F these people!!! Most of the parents are nice and cooperative. Just this one parent or maybe two that I cannot tolerate anymore.
I really want to tell her to keep her money and I dont want to teach her kids anymore but the students are already with me for 3 - 4 years. I feel responsible for them. Times like these I really wish I can withdraw myself emotionally. Really.
I really want to tell her to keep her money and I dont want to teach her kids anymore but the students are already with me for 3 - 4 years. I feel responsible for them. Times like these I really wish I can withdraw myself emotionally. Really.
2 Apr 2017
It was such a sad 😔 and teary gathering last night. Too much drinking as well. No puking but damn a lot of toilet trips since morning and a dull ache in the head. Maybe I should eat some pain killers. But would that be putting too many chemicals in my body? I'm already on antibiotics which I didn't eat yesterday because of the number of glasses of red wine that I drank.
I came home and had a nightmare that R dumped me. Wah, the sadness was so real, I cannot.
I came home and had a nightmare that R dumped me. Wah, the sadness was so real, I cannot.
Our friend handled everything like a gentleman. I really kowtow to him. I hope he gets through this as painless as possible.
Doing boring stuff with ray. He sleeps, I write. Guess it's these boring bo liao stuff that kept us tgt. A rship will not always be going up, will not always have fireworks.
4 Apr 2017
kimchi udon / korean drama / calligraphy
心血来潮 so cooked seafood kimchi udon with mandu instead of the usual maggie mee that I have for lunch.
I've been very lazy these days. I don't even bother to ta bao from the coffeeshop just downstairs. I've been eating instant noodles for lunch almost everyday which I think is what made me fall sick last week. No nutrition, low immunity.
My kimchi was going to expire soon so I thought why not make something nice with it.
Love the sour and spicy kimchi flavour. A bit buay paiseh but it's nice
I've been very lazy these days. I don't even bother to ta bao from the coffeeshop just downstairs. I've been eating instant noodles for lunch almost everyday which I think is what made me fall sick last week. No nutrition, low immunity.
My kimchi was going to expire soon so I thought why not make something nice with it.
Love the sour and spicy kimchi flavour. A bit buay paiseh but it's nice
I'm back to Korean drama these days. I get so emotional when I watch drama and sometimes I find it difficult to pull myself out of the story. Haiz.
I wonder if the reason I enjoy these dramas so much is because I can't get those things that I want in real life.
R asked me if I feel very powerless as a woman irl when he saw that I was watching Strong Woman Do Bong Soon.
Do Bong Soon is a woman born with super strength 💪 in the show. She can send people flying with one punch. Well, I really don't have the strength and sometimes I really feel like making people fly with one 👊. Lol.
R asked me if I feel very powerless as a woman irl when he saw that I was watching Strong Woman Do Bong Soon.
Do Bong Soon is a woman born with super strength 💪 in the show. She can send people flying with one punch. Well, I really don't have the strength and sometimes I really feel like making people fly with one 👊. Lol.
The other night when we were talking to R's friends, the topic extended to how should males (most of them are) protect themselves in marriage. They asked each other if they were going to sign pre nup and their reactions were all the same. No.
Mainly because they're not that rich and it's not like they have family fortune to protect or something but they eventually talked about what would happen if they were to go through with a divorce since we have a lawyer there. Lol.
Mainly because they're not that rich and it's not like they have family fortune to protect or something but they eventually talked about what would happen if they were to go through with a divorce since we have a lawyer there. Lol.
Then, the lawyer was saying how the woman's charter in sg is very strong. Usually the children will go with the mom and the dad would have to pay alimony unless the child wants to go with the dad.
Then, it eventually changed to how sg shld not have or maybe shld have a slightly weaker woman's charter because they don't think that women are at a disadvantage compared to men in sg.
I was having a headache from the alcohol so I didn't join the convo but in my mind I think it's quite bs.
Then, it eventually changed to how sg shld not have or maybe shld have a slightly weaker woman's charter because they don't think that women are at a disadvantage compared to men in sg.
I was having a headache from the alcohol so I didn't join the convo but in my mind I think it's quite bs.
I mean, just look at the cabinet. How many women? How many men?
How many women actually hit glass ceilings when working outside. Maybe because we are asians so the females still tend to put family first so there will naturally be less women in top positions.
So since women give up their dreams to look after kids, take care of all family matters and in the end the men create trouble outside, why shouldn't we have the woman's charter to protect us?
How many women actually hit glass ceilings when working outside. Maybe because we are asians so the females still tend to put family first so there will naturally be less women in top positions.
So since women give up their dreams to look after kids, take care of all family matters and in the end the men create trouble outside, why shouldn't we have the woman's charter to protect us?
At some point, I got a little angry because they said something like it's not like the men can run away from paying alimony because the court can charge them, the police can catch them whatever nonsense.
My own useless dad hid from us for 15 years without paying alimony after the divorce because he chose another family over us. The family court couldn't do shit because they cannot find him. The police asked my mom to find him. Siao or what? If my mom can find him, report to police for what?!
My own useless dad hid from us for 15 years without paying alimony after the divorce because he chose another family over us. The family court couldn't do shit because they cannot find him. The police asked my mom to find him. Siao or what? If my mom can find him, report to police for what?!
Oh no, i think I'm getting too emotional with this post alr. Shall stop here.
Needed something to take my mind off negative thoughts so I found aprilinbloom lettering challenge.
Day 2: Kindness is my specialty (not really 😂)
Day 3: Always in bloom (I also hope to be)
Day 4: Fantastically fresh
I just feel everything is the direct opposite to what I'm feeling now. Lmao.
I just feel everything is the direct opposite to what I'm feeling now. Lmao.
Idk why but like I just feel damn depressed so easily these days. Everything just not going as I expect it to be.
Wedding planning moving so slowly. Some relatives actually rejected coming to the wedding and the reason they gave was because we are not serving chinese food. Wtf. I already don't like them to begin with, now they just make me hate them. God, save me.
Business not growing, fuck the economy. Students damn rebellious, fuck the hormones.
Family situation just sucks also.
Wedding planning moving so slowly. Some relatives actually rejected coming to the wedding and the reason they gave was because we are not serving chinese food. Wtf. I already don't like them to begin with, now they just make me hate them. God, save me.
Business not growing, fuck the economy. Students damn rebellious, fuck the hormones.
Family situation just sucks also.
The only consolation I have is R.
But everything is just damn f up. I just can't shake this sucky feelings off.
But everything is just damn f up. I just can't shake this sucky feelings off.
5 Apr 2017
Sell or continue?
I was chatting with R ytd about the my future and my centre's future. He is intending to go overseas to study and both of us think it is better for us to be tgt instead of LDR.
So comes the question of what's going to happen to the centre? My sister doesn't seem keen to take over the management of the centre if I leave with R so I don't have anyone I trust to manage the centre.
So comes the question of what's going to happen to the centre? My sister doesn't seem keen to take over the management of the centre if I leave with R so I don't have anyone I trust to manage the centre.
The centre hasn't been growing this year and it worries me. Maybe it's the economy, idk.
I don't need to worry about rent or salary but it being stagnant just scares the shit out of me. I've been hiring quite a few part timers to take over the classes so I can focus on the business but that would mean higher overheads in the time being. Urrgh.
I don't need to worry about rent or salary but it being stagnant just scares the shit out of me. I've been hiring quite a few part timers to take over the classes so I can focus on the business but that would mean higher overheads in the time being. Urrgh.
I'm too pessimistic for my own good.
So anyway, I think the conclusion is if I am able to sell the business away, I should.
So anyway, I think the conclusion is if I am able to sell the business away, I should.
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