Archiving Dayre Posts

5 Aug 2017

 Wedding updates 

It has been some time since we did anything related to the wedding. R is finally back from his training in Lisbon and we dived right into planning today because we are running out of time. 

We set our task list when we were in Bali but never set any deadlines at all. Lol right? 

So, today's task was to set the deadlines for the tasks, book buffet for AD, reply emails from NZ caterers and celebrant. 

On a happier note, my gowns from taobao came last night. I mtm all of them but haven't got to

try any of them properly because R doesn't know how to tie the back. Don't think I will reveal the dress until the solemnisation and AD anyways. But my shoes are one size too small 😢. But if I'm only wearing to take photo and my gown will probably cover the shoes, doesn't matter la right. 痛一下子 also can la. 

I might just change to my keds after the first march in during AD. We have decided not to have cake cutting all those, just mingling with our guests. Maybe just pop champagne 🥂 & speeches.

This means we have to walk around a lot so wearing heels is not a very good idea. On too of that, our restaurant is 2 levels so it means I have to go up and down. 
(ok, enough of justifying of my choice haha) 

We will visit the jeweler to make our wedding bands next weekend, come up with an initial list of march in songs that we want by the following weekend and meet the restaurant coordinator on 26 Aug. 

Ok, time for me to set up the spotify playlist! 
#myheartisrayxin #dayrebrides #ryzerweds

11 Aug 2017

I've been watching youtube on people transforming vans into a motorhome and travelled in it. Ahhh.. Miss road trip already. I wish I can do that full time one day. It will be so cool.

16 Aug 2017

I'm sitting in the waiting area of Family Justice Court. I can't help but feel really depressed when I see these toys on the floor that are for children whom parents are going through divorce. 

My sis broke down just now right before we were about to enter the room for a short conversation with my parents. This case has dragged on way too long. 

She always looked so nonchalent so I was very shocked when the tears rolled down her face.

While sitting at the waiting area, I felt a sudden rush of anxiety that was stirring in my stomach. I couldn't control so I texted R for help. I needed him to just say something to calm me down. 

So when my sis cried, I was at a lost. I'm supposed to be the big sister. I cannot break down. I didn't. I swallowed the tears and hid my feelings. I'm very afraid I will break. 

This has to end. Irresponsible people should get their punishment.

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I see this lady sitting in the same depressing waiting area. She looks so dejected and seems like she left her soul somewhere else. 

Why start something that you know will end? 
But do we really know?

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Is it my knee 要断了? 

Insanity max 30 2nd month is really no joke...