Archiving Dayre Post
4 Jul 2016
It is actually very very very stressful to have your own business, especially when I'm someone easily contented with money.
The centre is doing ok but it requires me to be around.
I'm now super unmotivated and nua so I'm not actively going out to look for new streams of students.
My days are packed with creating materials, marking worksheets, administrative stuff, conducting lessons and other stuff like talking to parents and what not.
The centre is doing ok but it requires me to be around.
I'm now super unmotivated and nua so I'm not actively going out to look for new streams of students.
My days are packed with creating materials, marking worksheets, administrative stuff, conducting lessons and other stuff like talking to parents and what not.
Sometimes I even have to become a counselor because parents think I am not just a tutor, I have to be their back up parents as well.
I am so tempted to close the business after the lease expire this year but I went through so much trouble to get the MOE approval and build my student base.
Tbh, it was so much less stressful when I was teaching at R place. But he wasn't happy with it so he forced me to move out. Which I did.
It is fulfilling to a certain extent until all the nonsense like accounting and tax come into the picture.
I feel like shit most of the time now. I hate going to work. I envy people who can just quit.
Tbh, it was so much less stressful when I was teaching at R place. But he wasn't happy with it so he forced me to move out. Which I did.
It is fulfilling to a certain extent until all the nonsense like accounting and tax come into the picture.
I feel like shit most of the time now. I hate going to work. I envy people who can just quit.
It sucks when I have to shoulder all the responsibilities because my sister is a more nua person that me.
She can really be contented with her current state.
Both of us don't enjoy the business aspect of this job which is actually what will make the business grow. Haiz.
I need to do something about my current state. I need to find the drive and the passion again.
I feel so demoralised because when I agreed to 出来闯, r said he would help. What I didn't know was help is only talk/manual work
She can really be contented with her current state.
Both of us don't enjoy the business aspect of this job which is actually what will make the business grow. Haiz.
I need to do something about my current state. I need to find the drive and the passion again.
I feel so demoralised because when I agreed to 出来闯, r said he would help. What I didn't know was help is only talk/manual work
When I look at our mutual friend, cy, his gf helps out so much I feel envious. He also has a small centre like mine, maybe smaller.
R says it's because he's too tired from work and don't have time to help. I agree, he is really busy.
I think I need to know when to say stop before I explode.
It feels like the whole world is not supportive and it sucks even more when the person closest to you do not support you.
R says it's because he's too tired from work and don't have time to help. I agree, he is really busy.
I think I need to know when to say stop before I explode.
It feels like the whole world is not supportive and it sucks even more when the person closest to you do not support you.
Then, he's so good at earning money, everything is so easy for him. He doesn't get how tough it is. Everything talk only.
He's complaining how I can't just leave and go on holiday with him. Like, how can I do that? If I can, why wouldn't I?
But I don't earn as much, I can't spend as much.
I'm the boss, I'm not the employee, I can't just take leave as and when I like. Who's going to run things. Really feel very very depressed now. Fuck all this.
He's complaining how I can't just leave and go on holiday with him. Like, how can I do that? If I can, why wouldn't I?
But I don't earn as much, I can't spend as much.
I'm the boss, I'm not the employee, I can't just take leave as and when I like. Who's going to run things. Really feel very very depressed now. Fuck all this.
Sometimes I also feel very bad for my friends because my schedule is so different from theirs. I can't always expect them to compromise to my timing so I make changes to my classes from time to time.
Then, parents and students will make noise like why I keep changing, why never make up for the class at the time that they want. But I don't always change.
To them, change 1 time = always change. Kaooooo.
Then, parents and students will make noise like why I keep changing, why never make up for the class at the time that they want. But I don't always change.
To them, change 1 time = always change. Kaooooo.
聽說過有一種勇氣就叫做放棄
Or is it just that it's nearing the time of the month so I'm feeling emo. Sucks to be a woman.
5 Jul 2016
I'm feeling kinda meh that my destination wedding dream is dashed because of money. Wah lao.
Why must everything be so expensive.
Why must we invite the relatives that we are not even close with. Why why why.
Sibei sian
Why must everything be so expensive.
Why must we invite the relatives that we are not even close with. Why why why.
Sibei sian
After first I wasn't even thinking about destination wedding. Then R came up with this idea which I think he is slapping his mouth for suggesting it.
It got me so excited, we went to check out the places.
I've been trying to tell myself that it's Raymond who suggested it. But now, it's me who wants it.
It got me so excited, we went to check out the places.
I've been trying to tell myself that it's Raymond who suggested it. But now, it's me who wants it.
7 Jul 2016
We have finally agreed on something and it's the solemnisation.
Wedding planning is definitely not the most loving event couples can do together. We haven't even really started planning anything and we already have little arguments because I was damn pissed off with R's indifference.
Anyway, on a happier note, we have decided to have a solemnisation ceremony overseas and since we are intending to do a pre wedding shoot in Nz, we thought of doing everything there.
Wedding planning is definitely not the most loving event couples can do together. We haven't even really started planning anything and we already have little arguments because I was damn pissed off with R's indifference.
Anyway, on a happier note, we have decided to have a solemnisation ceremony overseas and since we are intending to do a pre wedding shoot in Nz, we thought of doing everything there.
This is one of the lodge we stayed in last year during our trip.
We, especially me, fell in love with this place. It's a Lodge in a farm and the hosts are such friendly people.
The rooms are also super luxurious.
We are now still in the talks with the owners to see how and when we can do it. We are hoping to hold the solemnisation next November / December during early summer so we have longer days and still feel cooling.
We, especially me, fell in love with this place. It's a Lodge in a farm and the hosts are such friendly people.
The rooms are also super luxurious.
We are now still in the talks with the owners to see how and when we can do it. We are hoping to hold the solemnisation next November / December during early summer so we have longer days and still feel cooling.
We took this photo at the lodge when we saw the beautiful night sky. When we were there, we were stuck with full moon for almost half the trip so we didn't get to see a lot of stars. This time we must time it will so we don't get the full moon. Haha
I'm so excited. We are already shortlisting photographers and maybe some restaurants for our family to dine in after the ceremony.
#myheartisrayxin #dayrebrides
I'm so excited. We are already shortlisting photographers and maybe some restaurants for our family to dine in after the ceremony.
#myheartisrayxin #dayrebrides
Just a lazy day resting at home before I start work at 5pm. Thursday is my half day since I work on Saturdays.
R is just lucky he's 'on the beach', in the consulting world it means you have no project aka slack at home.
But his boss has already asked him to have dinner tgt tonight.
R is just lucky he's 'on the beach', in the consulting world it means you have no project aka slack at home.
But his boss has already asked him to have dinner tgt tonight.
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