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18 Aug 2017

I think the mediation session affected me more than I thought it would. Insomnia is back again. 

Images of him kept flashing in my mind last night and that was the reason why I couldn't fall asleep. 

I can't help but see a resemblance in him and my Ah Ma. They really do look alike on many levels. Height, face shape, eyes etc. 

I really wish I could turn back time and tell my mom that I couldn't make it that morning. Now, it's too late.
I also recalled the last time he reached out to us 3 4 years back. I was doing a relief teaching stint for a term in cchy. Towards the end of the term I started to experience heart palpitations which got me really worried cos one of my fb friend from uni suffered a heart attack. 

Now that I think about it, it was probably due to him and the loansharks that he borrowed money from. I was receiving calls from his friend whom I got to know when I was young almost everyday to help him return him $$
We also received calls from loansharks threatening us that they would knock us down with cars if we refuse to repay the money for him. My mom almost fainted during one of those calls. 

We made police report but some of them still came knocking on our doors so we had to paste the hard copy of the police report beside our gate. 

I thought my heart palpitations was due to the stress from teaching crazy students. 

Now I know... 

It's because of a crazy father.

25 Aug 2017


When they don't even know what your difficulties are but keep trying to give you "valuable advice" on how to run your business.
People only understand and see the physical pain. What about those who suffer emotionally or mentally?

27 Aug 2017


Evidence of him hard at work for the wedding formatting the excel sheet. Lol

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