Archiving Dayre Posts
18 Apr 2016
Changi Airport Terminal 2
Sending ray off to bkk hopefully for the last time he flies in the next six months. Can't wait to have him back in sg.
And so it seems he can't even have lunch in peace and he's leaving for Jakarta on Wed to Fri. 😭
Luckily, it's not permanent.
Luckily, it's not permanent.
I can't believe I walked back and forth like thrice at the Arrival Hall and couldn't find the escalator to get to the bus stop to take 858.
Really need to drink coffee soon. Feeling so tired. I didn't even drink that much last night.
Really need to drink coffee soon. Feeling so tired. I didn't even drink that much last night.
19 Apr 2016
Had lunch with my sis at the French Table and mine was surprisingly good. I had quite bad experiences when I tried in the past so this was refreshing. Or is it because I set a really low expectation. Haha. Yay to lunch buddies!
My landlord just came and I was teaching him how to take photo with his phone so that it doesn't look blur.
He is a 70 plus man who is very nice and very helpful in many things. I'm somewhat quite lucky to have found this unit but Raymond keeps me grounded by reminding me that anytime my rent will go up so I should constantly look for new place.....
He is a 70 plus man who is very nice and very helpful in many things. I'm somewhat quite lucky to have found this unit but Raymond keeps me grounded by reminding me that anytime my rent will go up so I should constantly look for new place.....
忘记了拥抱 忘记了微笑
忘记我们曾经是
那么那么的好
我们都太骄傲 话说的太早
忘记我们曾经是
那么那么的好
我们都太骄傲 话说的太早
After the Gin on Sunday, Ray and I had a good talk.
It got really emotional. I haven't cried so badly in a very long time. So maybe I don't think I'd ever cried this way.
Some passing comments actually became the most hurtful words.
Idk if it was the alcohol or just all the bottled up emotions but I cried for so long and plus my stupid sinus which affects the eyes, my eye balls felt like they were going to fall out the next day.
It got really emotional. I haven't cried so badly in a very long time. So maybe I don't think I'd ever cried this way.
Some passing comments actually became the most hurtful words.
Idk if it was the alcohol or just all the bottled up emotions but I cried for so long and plus my stupid sinus which affects the eyes, my eye balls felt like they were going to fall out the next day.
It was a really good chat. We got to know what each other was feeling and I felt it got us closer.
Especially now when things are so uncertain, he wants to go overseas to study but haven't secured a place yet, I want to settle down but can't because of other plans and certain circumstances just don't allow things to fall into place.
He said I planned too early on without considering the situation. I agree and this made things worst. A difference in mindset, readiness and willingness.
Especially now when things are so uncertain, he wants to go overseas to study but haven't secured a place yet, I want to settle down but can't because of other plans and certain circumstances just don't allow things to fall into place.
He said I planned too early on without considering the situation. I agree and this made things worst. A difference in mindset, readiness and willingness.
I can see that he is trying to compromise.
But I think sometimes I can get a bit too greedy and ask for more.
I thought I've 看开了 for many things, even my friend said that I've lowered my expectations so much. Haha. I mean having friends who grow up with you, they'd know how you change, right?
旁观者清
But I think sometimes I can get a bit too greedy and ask for more.
I thought I've 看开了 for many things, even my friend said that I've lowered my expectations so much. Haha. I mean having friends who grow up with you, they'd know how you change, right?
旁观者清
Idk how things will go but oh well, what more can I ask for?
I just hope I don't end up like my mom in the end. Idw to rush things (him) now and be in a situation that I hate since young.
Tbh, I thought I was going to be abandoned like what my dad did and it was probably when the real crying started.
He left so gradually I didn't even get a chance to cry back then.
I just hope I don't end up like my mom in the end. Idw to rush things (him) now and be in a situation that I hate since young.
Tbh, I thought I was going to be abandoned like what my dad did and it was probably when the real crying started.
He left so gradually I didn't even get a chance to cry back then.
I know you're reading this.
You're not just someone who is around at this time to complete a plan I set long ago.
You're the one who is needed to make this happen. Not just anyone, YOU.
I'm not going to spend my life with just any 阿猫阿狗.
I'm going to grow old and wrinkly with a Ryzonian only.
You're not just someone who is around at this time to complete a plan I set long ago.
You're the one who is needed to make this happen. Not just anyone, YOU.
I'm not going to spend my life with just any 阿猫阿狗.
I'm going to grow old and wrinkly with a Ryzonian only.
20 Apr 2016
Having my mask now because my skin condition is at an all time low. I hate it when they all come together. Why do you have to do this to me?
I saw a fb post just this morning that this is one of the signs that I'm not drinking enough.
The others are being constipated, dry lips, dry skin and etc.
I always thought I had oily skin until one of the beauticians told me I had dry skin that's why I'm popping pimples.
I saw a fb post just this morning that this is one of the signs that I'm not drinking enough.
The others are being constipated, dry lips, dry skin and etc.
I always thought I had oily skin until one of the beauticians told me I had dry skin that's why I'm popping pimples.
What?!
Apparently, I'm not hydrated enough that's why my skin is secreting more oil than it should and hence I'm having all these pimples because of the over secretion. But I already tried to drink a lot of water..... Like really. My sister is constantly complaining that I don't boil enough water when I'm drinking all of them and she has none when she wants to drink.
And yeah! Ray's leave has been approved for June so this weekend we will book the hotel/villa and flight to Bali in June!
Can't wait to get there soon. I really need a break and we can finally get something done there. Excitinnggggg!
Can't wait to get there soon. I really need a break and we can finally get something done there. Excitinnggggg!
Current roomie situation.
He just came back from BKK and is flying off to Jakarta tomorrow for another case.
We hardly talk/text during weekdays because either he's too busy with work or I'm too tired to Skype at night.
When he was in US and China for NOC and Internship back in 2012 and 2013, we Skype almost every day. We would just leave it on and do our own things. But that was separation for longer period of time.
He just came back from BKK and is flying off to Jakarta tomorrow for another case.
We hardly talk/text during weekdays because either he's too busy with work or I'm too tired to Skype at night.
When he was in US and China for NOC and Internship back in 2012 and 2013, we Skype almost every day. We would just leave it on and do our own things. But that was separation for longer period of time.
I used to get angry if he couldn't find time to Skype with me. These days, we can go on for days without contacting each other. Maybe just goodnight message at night, that's it.
He gets to come back on Thursdays and has to fly out on Mondays. It was quite a torture at first but I got used to it.
I don't even pester him to text me or Skype me anymore. Idk if that's gd or bad but at least we're not quareling over it anymore. So, that's gd! 😂
He gets to come back on Thursdays and has to fly out on Mondays. It was quite a torture at first but I got used to it.
I don't even pester him to text me or Skype me anymore. Idk if that's gd or bad but at least we're not quareling over it anymore. So, that's gd! 😂
I ran at the gym today! Hooray! I was too lazy to go all the way to Amk for the past two days so I only did fitness blender at home.
I actually ran 5km interval today. I can't even remember the last time I ran for more than 3km. 😂
I actually ran 5km interval today. I can't even remember the last time I ran for more than 3km. 😂
I spin but that's not the same as running. I used to exercise so much when I was younger but got too complacent and thought I can remain the same size without continuing to exercise. But growing up means metabolism becoming slow. Fats started to accumulate and now it's so hard to lose weight.
Sometimes, I really envy my sister who can stay at like 40kg without exercise and with incessant eating the whole day. I don't even know where all the food is going. She's eating like every other hour.
Sometimes, I really envy my sister who can stay at like 40kg without exercise and with incessant eating the whole day. I don't even know where all the food is going. She's eating like every other hour.
15:07
In the midst of looking through the general ledger because my accountant flagged some stuff and thought there might be some double counting.
It's my fault la, cos my things were all over the place.
Remind me why I'm from FASS!
Accounting is so tedious.......
In the midst of looking through the general ledger because my accountant flagged some stuff and thought there might be some double counting.
It's my fault la, cos my things were all over the place.
Remind me why I'm from FASS!
Accounting is so tedious.......
The students requested to make the lesson more fun so I brought this in for them. The unlucky person will have to answer the questions and present it to the class.
Unglam photo of me in mask yet again. I'm trying to use up my mask. I still so many left from my last Korea trip and all those samples that were given when I bought makeup. Gosh. I want to try other mask so need to finish these quickly.
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