Personal: Fear

We are planning to move out. I had never felt such intense fear and uncertainty before. It is killing me. I feel so unprepared and hesitant. Have we done enough? Are we able to cover our backside? What else can we do? omg omg. These questions kept popping in my head.

What if we fail? But you never know until you try. damn. Why can't there be like a machine that tells you whether you will succeed or fail? 

Am I able to handle the failure?

Moments like this I just hope I had believed in a higher being who can be here to give me some assurance that what I'm doing is correct and I just have to continue on this path.

Don't be a HUMJI XinEr!