Crossroads

I'm about to graduate this year end and it would be my turn to stand at the crossroads of my life. It is scary, even now, to think of what i want to do in life. I know that I would definitely want to pursue my make-up career but the debt that I'll be facing after I graduate just makes it really frightening. With no financial backing, it is virtually impossible to do something I want without worries. 

Therefore, I'm thinking of getting a permanent job first before plunging into it. Been browsing several job search websites and couldn't find myself interested in any of the jobs. Probably because I already know what I want to do, just not the right time to do it yet. 

I'll be one of the first few to step into the working world among my friends as some of them are going for internships, some of them doing honours, some of them refuse to graduate. Being one of the first few makes it even more scary since we will "test-water" first. eeeekkkks!

There's actually one job which I am rather interested but it requires me to be able to write excellently in Chinese which I haven't been practicing much lately. I wished I had given this language more credit and used it more often in terms of writing. Oh well, I shall start again now. It's actually a writing job with SPH magazine 女友. I'm still considering to apply but am afraid that my rusty chinese would not be up to standard. 

To be honest, if I can become a beauty desk writer, it would definitely complement my MUA career. Furthermore, I have 100000% interest in anything beauty-related. I guess I would give it a try but before that I should probably read this magazine. Anyone has previous issues? Can you give me? haha. I bought the most recent issue and found the articles featured inside to be rather easy to digest. It's quite conversational and close to heart. 

But before applying for anything, I have to settle my CV and cover letter first. Damn! I haven't updated it since uni year 1! 

Wish me luck! And, I hope The Secret will work. heehee!

I wish, I wish, I wish...........x infinity!!!!!!!!!!!! greedy. hahahahaha